Freaked Out!!

So I got home on Monday evening, after meeting with another wedding photographer April and I are looking at doing some second shooting with, and I walk in the house, the TV was on, the back door was slid half way open and Josh was no where to be found. I started to get concerned. We never leave doors open randomly so this was odd. I tried calling his cell phones (personal and work) but he didn't answer either. So I thought there would be a good chance he was over at our neighbor Shae's house, J and Shae hang out a lot, so I went over and checked with them, but he wasn't there either. I started freaking out a little bit, ok a lot a bit, because this just wasn't normal, especially with things being so fresh with what happened with Brad, I was very very concerned. After calling Todd and April to make sure he wasn't with one of them, and after Shae rode his bike up and down the street we finally found him, across the street at Aubrey and Mike's house, another one of our neighbors we are good friends with. By this time I was crying and thinking that the worst had happened. And I am so grateful nothing did happen, but it made me again, realize how much in this life I have and take for granted sometimes. When I first thought I might have lost my Josh I was so so so scared, I love him so much and I don't know what I would ever do without him. So even though he drives me crazy sometimes, and the ho hum de drum of everyday gets a little too routine I guess you could say, when it comes down to it he is the most important thing, person in my life and my reason for living and I hope that I can always remember this and not take him for granted, even when things are so hum drum.