Choices

So much for keeping an up to date record of our daily lives, I've never been able to keep a regular journal, but hopefully I can do better with this. I am so grateful for the families that we have, I don't know what I would do without them. They give us so much support and so much love and I am so so blessed to be able to call all of these wonderful people my family, our family. Josh and I are trying to make some big decisions and it has been so hard to know what the right thing to do is, but today has been a day of revelation I guess you could say, I think we have gotten an answer to our prayers to know what the right thing to do is and we feel so at peace with this decision. It is one that will help us and let us grow even more and change, hopefully, the rest of our lives. I have hope again and the peace I feel is what we have been waiting for for a very long time.

Just another day

This is my very first blog and I am so proud of myself, I set it up all by myself - which is a huge feat for me (computers and I have a hard time getting along) so Woohooo!!!! Josh and I went and looked at houses yesterday, but I don't think we found the right one yet, but I guess we still have time, it is just hard to make the change. But it is a change we have to make and we are hoping we can be smart and choose the right place for our family to call home. Things have been going so well since I stopped working. I feel so much better, I get the sleep that I need and I think before long we can maybe think about starting to have kids. A huge scary step for me but one that we are so close to being ready for. It will be a big change for us, we have gotten use to a lifestyle where it is just the two of us, but we are both ready for something more. Even though it means sacrifices we have to make, those sacrifices are mostly just things and in the end things are just things and they don't really matter.